I have always hated change, but have accepted that it is necessary. I struggled every time something had to change in my life that had been a constant for a long period of time. But I got over it. I moved on. Life moves forwards. It doesn't stand still and it sure as hell doesn't…
Life
~an epiphany and slowing down~
You ever have that moment when everything just like clicks into place. And you get this feeling of calm that just settles in your bones. Your whole body just lets go of all the tension it's been holding. Like an epiphany. An 'Aha!' moment. Everything just matches up just right and then clarity comes to…
bad head days~
Hey there beans~ I am having a bad head day. I feel stuck inside my head and all those persistent thoughts I shouldn't dwell on. Well, I'm dwelling on them. Let me explain. I had planned on waking up this morning, heading over to the library and getting stuck in my course work. I wanted…
learning to love me- in progress
Hey there! Not long ago I wrote a little update on how I am doing regarding loving myself. It wasn't great. I hadn't made any real progress I felt. But I realized that this is a journey, an adventure if you will. It is going to have its ups and downs. It's not going to…
It’s Important to Say Goodbye
When I was 12 years old, the person I considered to be my best friend, passed away. At that time I was struggling with feeling loved or wanted by my family and my 12-year-old mind was convinced that she was the only person who loved me. Not out of familiar obligation or pity. A pure…
